Hello kittens,
Feeling lighter in spirit and a little less serious these days. Been making it a point to enjoy exercise instead of viewing it as a means to losing weight - using it to stabilize my mood and digest life. Like cleaning house, I may not always want to do it, but I always feel better and more accomplished once I am finished.
I signed up for a 4km race that will take place at the end of September. I am not sure what came over me. Maybe I am tired of putting my life on hold until I lose weight? I've always wanted to be a runner, but I've never actually trained and I figured I might never try if I didn't give myself a reason to. My goal is to finish the race without stopping and to not give a shit what my time is. I am doing my best to not worry if I am going to "fail" and to just enjoy myself while training.
I've felt a little sad today. I don't remember what, but something reminded me of my Granny today and how much I miss her. I would give anything to talk to her one more time - we had the best talks, y'all. And my mother... well, I always miss her, even though she's technically still with us. I will call my Mammaw this weekend. Other than that, I noticed myself being jugdmental towards one of my students today and that bummed me out, because that's not the person I want to be.
I should jam, loves... gotta help my honey finish up dindin. I am thinking about you guys, whether you're strugglin on kickin ass, and rooting you on all the way!
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