Friday, August 5, 2011

don't be sad that it's over. be happy that it was nice.

I am getting more and more settled into my life in Hamburg. It feels strange that that's true. Then again, it feels natural and "right."
I am finally unraveling the baggage-laden knot that was my life back in Lafayette. I am turning back into the best version of myself from the shit-mongering beetle I was startled to have become.
Recently, I have been inspired by life itself to move closer to a vegan diet. I have reduced my dairy intake and so far so good. I'm OK with the idea of having some cheese here and there, though vigilance is key to not go sliding down any slippery slopes. God knows I rarely miss meat; though, I can foresee wanting (and eating) seafood again. I want to incorporate more raw foods into my diet, which shouldn't be hard because I love veggies. I could stand to drink more water and less coffee and alcohol. I am moving towards a smoke-free life, as well.
My exercise has been great and I feel confident that I will stay active. My gym is literally 5 minute away by foot! Once I start working, I will expand my membership so that I can have access to all the cardio and weight-lifting equipment, as well their classes. I would also be able to use a sauna should I ever feel so inclined. Not too shabby.
I imagine I will have my dark moments, as I am wont to remember. But I feel like I am on a good track in general. More specifically, I feel confident in myself and in the process. I just ask for patience and perseverance.